There is something about writing. There is something about it that cleanses the soul.
I write my darker stuff, because honestly, when I am in a good mood, I am out living a fun life. I forget about telling people about the good.
So today when I blogged, I needed to off pour what was going on in my head and heart. The pain, the agony, the disappointment. Basically, the loss of hope for my future.
But know what happened? Shortly after posting that, I started feeling better. I started seeing the sunlight return. I knew there was hope. I was open to words of encouragement. My perspective changed.
That is what blogging does for me. It is a self-therapy session. It is a way to let the world know the truth of where I am, but it is their choice if they want to hear it. And that is okay. It is okay if they need a break from the gloom and doom I feel from time to time. I don’t feel less for them for it.
However, know that I feel the good stuff as well as the bad stuff. Know I see the sunlight too. And writing on here is my way to find that sunlight. On here is my way to purge my mind and soul of what I am dealing with. On here gives me an outlet where I do not need to determine who I have taxed too much. On here gives me a chance to speak out to the world and anyone that wants to listen.