It is amazing what one day will make in matters of the heart. Compared to yesterday I feel much better. My heart doesn’t feel like it is crumbling out of my chest. It doesn’t feel like there is a black hole that is swirling and taking me with it.
I feel normal. I feel level. I feel like the world isn’t going to implode.
I dread New Year’s Eve. I suspect I will get a repeat. But at least I know I made it through it. And there is something for that.