I wonder about life

I wonder about life.  I wonder about the grand scheme.  I wonder why it seems to be easier, smoother, less stressful for others.  Why do they seem to walk through the world without a care.

Then I wonder if it is a facade that they put on.  That they hide the stresses in life.  Do they put on a mask that makes it so I can’t see what they are dealing or struggling with.  Where as I am one that bares my soul to the world.  Secrets take too much work to keep.  Hiding things only causes anxiety.  So I let it out and everyone can see the stuff I am going through.

Which is the better way?  Which makes life easier?  I do not know.