I have behaved poorly. For a few days I was wallowing in self pity and self anger. I was staying in the land of desolation and behaving as such. I was rude to those I love. I was harsh and mean. I was a feral animal with limited to no selfcontrol.
I am so ashamed of how I have behaved. I can not take back my childish behaviors. I can not undo what I did. But I do wish I could. I try so hard to be self analytical to prevent behaving as I did. And well, I failed miserably.
I am here sheepishly saying sorry to those that were affected by my temper tantrum. I am here saying I will try to be better next time. I am here going “oops”.